Carol Emshwiller was a key figure in science fiction's avant garde new-wave movement and the author of Carmen Dog, The Mount, Mr. Boots, and The Secret City. She was a recipient of a National Endowment for the Arts grant and a Pushcart Prize as well as the Philip K. Dick and Gallun awards. In 2005, she received the World Fantasy Award for lifetime achievement and the Nebula Award for "I Live With You." Her last novel was The Secret City, published in 2007.

I Live With You by Carol Emshwiller

I Live With You is a sophisticated collection of fierce, compassionate fiction marked by an absurdist sense of humor. A contemporary of Jorge Luis Borges, Italo Calvino, and Fay Weldon, Carol Emshwiller has been lauded for her originality and lyricism. These striking short stories skillfully explore themes of war, seduction, and censorship: An Eden emerges from the wreckage of burning books in "The Library," "Boys" sets a weary general and his sons against a village of determined mothers, and "I Live With You (and You Don't Know It)" brings a necessary chaos from an uninvited guest.

 

REVIEWS

  • "Carol's stories turn the corner into another dimension."

    – Harlan Ellison, author of Shatterday
  • "A collection that manages to remind us of great writers like George Saunders, Grace Paley, and Harlan Ellison all at once, although Emshwiller is a unique and wonderful writer in her own right."

    – Time Out Chicago
  • "Compassion and a sly sense of humor shape the insight-filled fiction…. Lyrical and resonant…."

    – Publishers Weekly
 

BOOK PREVIEW

Excerpt

Introduction: Do Not Remove This Tag

Eileen Gunn

Carol Emshwiller stories should come with warning labels: Do not operate heavy machinery while reading these stories. Avoid psychedelics when reading an Emshwiller story. Do not stay up all night, reading story after story by flashlight, under the covers. Because you could find yourself with an inexplicable desire to drive your heavy machine off-road into the mountains, flashing all your turn signals, defying gravity, and violating the social contract. You could permanently alter your brain chemistry, so that you are incapable of ignoring your perfectly reasonable impulse to move into a stranger's house and break him or her to your will. Deprived of sleep, myopic, and running on two D batteries, you could become convinced that subverting the natural order is not only an option, but a mandate.

Have Carol's stories always been this subversive? If asked, she says no, but why should we believe her? All those unreliable narrators—how can we trust this woman? I did a spot-check on a few stories. Well, maybe more than a few: they're pretty much irresistible, and a spot-check quickly turns into a couple of lost hours, sometimes days.

Carol Emshwiller has been producing brilliant stories for more than half a century, and she is more prolific now than ever: all of the stories in this book were written in the past several years. They are different from her earlier stories: more intent, less playful; sparer, more essential. Without sacrificing subtlety, they are more direct. Although Carol has not completely left behind the battle of the sexes, these new stories detail defections and private truces in a larger war: men and women engaged in hand-to-hand combat with life itself.

I sometimes visit Carol at her summer home in the Owens Valley of California, and she shows me around that spectacular high-desert terrain, where the rain evaporates before it hits the ground. Not too far from where she lives is the Ancient Bristlecone Pine Forest, home to the earth's oldest living inhabitants, trees that have survived for thousands of years in a climate so inhospitable that they have no predators or competition, growing so slowly that they become their own impermeable armor. She admires these trees, she says, because they live in a land of little water and bitter cold, and they thrive on it—not unlike some of the characters in this collection. Both the men and the women in these stories are stubborn, crafty, and courageous. They are tenacious, and they do seem to thrive under adverse conditions. Sometimes they are delusional, but aren't we all, sometimes?

When I visit, Carol leads me places I would never have gone alone: up onto an obsidian dome, across a river on a fallen tree, and over the John Muir Trail in a hailstorm. She has taken me into the High Sierra in search of a pie shop, and has made me an object of interest to the Inyo County sheriff's office. I can't say that she will subvert you in exactly the same way, but she will take you somewhere that expands your expectations, confronts your fears, and amuses you no end.